January 11, 2006

  • oh my. i am cold.


    I’m baaaaack. I am doing alot of volunteering at the youth center and i am LOVIN’ it. Actually, i spent most of my time cleaning the closet yesterday…


     


    Guess what. Mr.James (my boss) said that since i only have a couple weeks, he really wants me to focus on one-on-one counseling with the girls. is the grass green? i am in heaven.


    Mareeka is expecting a baby this month. that is my third girl. i was taking some kids home and this little girl (must be 7) sat in the front seat. about two blocks down the street i hear a little jingle sound…two more blocks and i hear a tic-tac sound…when we got to her house a minute later she’d almost emptied my spare change and had all my tic-tacs in her pocket. before she opened the door i just said “empty it” and she slowly did–not a bit of shame on her face. my goodness! i started to search everyone’s pockets–but they have so many! jeans, shirts, sweaters, coats…i finally gave up and just made them each jump and down while i tried to listen for a jingle. that is just sad.


    Wrianna and i were talking when she suddenly said “Remember that Bible study where you told us about your heart?” it must have been two and a half years ago when i shared with the girls one night about how when i really got serious with the Lord i realized how important it was to give Him my heart–so i drew two hearts–one with the names of all the guys i’d given my heart to over the years and then one with “God” written in it. I then wrote a letter to God asking Him to take back my heart and make it all His. i didn’t even remember sharing that. but today, Wrianna sat down and did the same thing. talk about a seed being planted and then suddenly seeing it grow. wow.


    i know why God wanted Col.3:15 for my verse. i am really struggling with letting God’s peace rule my heart. i feel so much pressure (from myself) to get so much done each day. The time is passing so quickly. But God’s good  and my fingers are frozzzzzzen…so g’night!


     

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