rachel, hey i don’t know if you’ve read any of my xanga recently, but we have a c-section scheduled. for wed. 29th, next week. but even though i’ve come to the conclusion that I would absolutely hate to have one, I will, if I have to. but I still believe God can and might do a crazy awesome miracle. I know it is a small thing for Him to change everything and make things new. and I’m still hoping for that. I guess only time will tell. but either way we will have our baby a little early but he will be perfect and oh so cute i’m sure. even if you don’t think so. : ) My mom, cathy and ej are coming for the baby and rachel is going to come a few days later. i’m really excited about that too. I have been wanting to call your mom and tell her what’s going on but haven’t got around to it yet, maybe tomorrow. anyway, I will try to keep you posted. i love you and miss you, have good time,

becky