September 29, 2006
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this thing bothers me
I am sick of little paper cuts and no war wounds to show for my pains. i am the one learning this lesson so let me do it well and completely. love me in and through it. help me up but do not throw it in my face. so yeah, i keep walking, keep loving, keep learning. if i am supposed to do something, make it clear. otherwise here i go, continuing on.
That was your random piece of my journal. felt like it really described a lot…without really saying anything:). grin.
a deep relationship
is a beautiful and painful ache
that grows your heart
and expands it
then all at once you pop
leaving a hollow whole
larger than before
you can never be satisfied
with the shallow acknowledgement of before
and you feel like
you will never be full again
the ache that always calls
you onward
to something just outside your reach
always pushing you past
staying where you are
