July 28, 2008
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so yeah. i can’t remember a time in my life like this…where i was so sure of God leading me, and yet still so lost. i can see Him so clearly in each day and each thing that has been happening.
you know that number the post office said i didn’t have and so it was my fault the visa didn’t come? turns out i did have that number all along. it just hadn’t been sent because the visa lady lied. and while i might be mad at that, holding the blue shiny visa/passport in my hands completely drained all frustration of the past couple weeks right outta me.
and getting to spend time with my brother, sleeping outside. going swimming. going to the county fair. time with my parents. walking around Chicago with my sister. looking at bridal magazines and laughing at the dresses. sobering up because soon she’ll be in a dress.
just living life. still with blank days before me. what a trip.
