April 10, 2009

  • by Jerry Spinelli

    zis man has flashes of brilliance. not sustained forever, but they leave you happy and glowy. sorta like Bradley Hathaway. and i enjoyed reading ze book.

    “i’m disappearing, Leo. Who are you if you lose your favorite person? can you lose your favorite person without losing yourself? i reached for Stargirl and she’s gone. i’m not me anymore…i went to the stone piles today. i had a feeling that the shuffling man would come by again, and he did. He stopped in front of me. he said “Are you looking for me?” and shuffled on without waiting for an answer. i called after him, “i’m looking for me! have you seen me?!” but he just kept moving on…”

    “Tell me i didn’t imagine it, Leo. Tell me that even though our bodies were in separate states, our star selves shared an enchanted place. tell me that right around noon today, you had the strangest sensation: a tiny chill on your shoulder…tell me you whispered my name.”

    “We Arnolds. our hearts yearn backward. we long to be found, hoping our searchers have not given up and gone home. but i no longer hope to be found, Leo. do not follow me! let’s just be babulously where we are and who we are. you be you and i’ll be me, today and today and today, and let’s trust the future to  tomorrow. let us ride our own orbits and trust that they will meet. may our reunion be not a finding but a sweet collision of destinies.”

    –Love, Stargirl

Comments (4)

  • i just read this book like a week ago. Whoa.

  • um, I found better ones…

    The Clock on the Morning Lenape Building
    Must clocks be circles?
    Time is not a circle.
    Suppose the Mother of All Minutes started
    Right here, on the sidewalk
    In front of the Morning Lenape Building, and the parade
    Of minutes that followed—each of them, say, one inch long—
    Headed out that way, down Bridge Street.
    Where would Now be? This minute?
    Out past the moon?
    Jupiter?
    The nearest star?
     
    Who came up with minutes, anyway?
    Who needs them?
    Name one good thing a minute’s ever done.
    They shorten fun and measure misery.
    Get rid of them, I say.
    Down with minutes!
    And while you’re at it—take hours
    With you too. Don’t get me started
    On them.
     
    Clocks—that’s the problem.
    Every clock is a nest of minutes and hours.
    Clocks strap us into their shape.
    Instead of heading for the nearest star, all we do
    Is corkscrew.
    Clocks lock us into minutes, make Ferris wheel
    Riders of us all, lug us round and round
    From number to number,
    Dice the time of our lives into tiny bits
    Until the bits are all we know
    And the only question we care to ask is
    “What time is it?”
     
    As if minutes could tell.
    As if Arnold could lock up at this clock on
    The Lenape Building and read:
    15 minutes till Found.
    As if Charlie’s time is not forever stuck
    On Half Past Grace.
    As if a swarm of stinging minutes waits for Betty Lou
    To step outside.
    As if love does not tell all the time the Huffelmeyers
    Need to know.
     
     
    … Susan Julia Pocket Mouse Mudpie Hullygully Stargirl Caraway 101. She dreams a lot. She dreams of Ondines and falling maidens and houses burning in the night. But search her dreams all you like and you’ll never find Prince Charming. No Knight on a White Horse gallops into her dreams to carry her away. When she dreams of love, she dreams of smashed potatoes. She loves smashed potatoes, and she dreams that she and Starboy are eating smashed potatoes, possibly on a blanket at a deserted beach, and as Starboy digs in for another scoopful, he drops the spoon and his mouth falls open (showing some smashed potato goop, but she finds it cute), and he looks at her in a way she’s never been looked at before—he sees her!—and she can practically see the words boiling up inside him—they’re unstoppable!—and here they come, gushing over the smashed potatoes: “I love you, Stargirl! I love you, Stargirl!”—like a cereus blooming not once but over and over a thousand times in a single night.

  • so this xanga world is just allowed to smush poems like that, eh?

  • @Hair - o great one, that was a lot of typing.

    i miss you.

    and i don’t appriciate that. grrrr.

    and i was sad over the news of the KID and the one with armpit hair. i was sad for a couple of minutes and then very happy for them both. awwwww. :)

    but it was nice to have one lil crush on a crusty. it did me good.

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