August 17, 2009
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Last Monday
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It was one of those times. Where you sit and know you are in the right place. Everything fades and one thing is clear—your whole life has led up to this. Everything bad and good and terrible and wonderful blends smooth and sure for this moment, this revelation. And while I am listening, I am sure this is it. And I am not sure I am ready, but I am sure it doesn’t matter because here it is and there I am and that is enough. I feel like a sieve, letting diamonds drop through my fingers. My mind is so full it has turned sluggish. My heart couldn’t beat faster, but emotions still slip between the cracks. And life fills me. And God is here. And it will take a lifetime to understand and work through…but I was made for this.