October 3, 2009
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LOOK
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Look at me
And see that I don’t have the answers
But I am trying
And my tries are valuable and necessary
Look at me
Maybe you know
That this is nothing good
Maybe you believe
That I will just hurt myself
Maybe you see
I am fighting against myself
But can you look at me
And tell me you love me
And believe that I will make the right choice
And even if I don’t
Your love will never change
Because it was never based on
Something that I do or don’t do
That when you look at me
My heart is true
My heart is good
And God will finish the work that He began
Even if it looks different from what you thought
Look at me
Imagine the worst thing that could happen
And still say your love will be the same
No matter what secrets
What sins
What weaknesses
I have or do or say
Maybe you think
I should be past this
Maybe you think
I should have moved on
But this is where I am
And no matter how it looks to you
It is real and deep and difficult to me
Look at me
You do not have to pretend
To understand
But don’t belittle where I am
Don’t question who I am
Don’t doubt my intentions
I listen to what you say
I value it more than you know
So please look and see me
Instead of this problem in the way
Look at me
I am neither an innocent nor a pervert
Not a saint nor a savage
My victories are not consistent
But my failures needn’t be permanent
I believe in a God
Who’s mercies are new every morning
And I am traveling His road
But some places I must travel alone
Please be there waiting
For when I arrive
