Month: April 2012

  • When Church doesn’t equal Community

    For my class on Utopia I read an article on Kibbutzim, “Utopia and its Discontents.” it describes brotherhood as passion for community, or “Communitas.” Communitas produces this passion, and is “an emotionally powerful social experience consisting of primordial and reciprocal identifications among the members of a small social group…A family-type community, between twelve and seventeen young men and women would sit together every evening after work…and exchange impressions and opinions…longing of each for his neighbor, a desire to sit together until late at night.” It made me want to board a plane to Israel right then and there.

     

    It is what young socialists, anarchists, communists look for as well: sitting around late into the night, talking about something passionate that stirs your soul. Perhaps we are all really looking for that, because we need community. We were made for that. And the few times we truly get a taste of being with likeminded people who reflect the same glow in their eyes as we have—we treasure it.

     

    That is why I get goose bumps when I read about the early church in Acts. Because it wasn’t what I think of when I hear the word “church.” It is much more of what I think of when I hear the word “community.” Perhaps it is just my personal learned definitions that are off. Community is finding your place. Where you can share, give, receive. Never perfection, and always someone to complain about: but a home.

     

    The church does a great job (in general) of creating community for children and youth. Normally, they even have a pastor/minister person just for them. The family comes together and adds to this cohesion. But then college happens. And most of the time, kids find a better community with their peers at college than at church. New doors are opened, new ideas—and community looks different now—they realize it isn’t confined to a church building, it is everywhere.

     

    I for one, felt deceived. I’d been told how the world was evil and wrong and scary. When I saw it for myself, it was beautiful and real and God glowed in and through so much of it. I didn’t want to go back to living in that little box called church again. It always felt like it was “us” or “them.”

     

    After college a person goes on a new search. College opened many mental, physical, and emotional doors, and now even those doors are not enough. Most of the close friends from college drift away and there is a new call: career. Finding your nitch. It isn’t enough to just be interested in everything anymore—now you have to settle into something and really go at it. Your goals become more long term, with less instant gratification. Nothing is graded, but everything counts. Welcome to adulthood.

     

    And church is still there, but it feels so small. It doesn’t feel like it can fit everything you learned from college, and your day to day race for your space in this big, wide, world. When you finally get a day off, you don’t want to spend it at church, you want to spend it with the people who inspire you, in places that excite you, and probably with good food. Most of this is not included in the package called “church.”

     

    If you are one of the lucky ones that finds a small group of friends, a community to call your own, you probably won’t have much time left for religious events. Life is happening, and you are living it. Why have we separated the two? Here are some ideas on finding community, and bringing church back to its place as community:

     

    1.      Local. There really is something about going to a local church. Doing things together locally. Getting to know  the people around you. They might seem really weird, but keep at it. There are normally some good eggs in the bunch. Remember the idea here is if you don’t see the world you want to live in—create it—be it. Don’t just drive to where the “cool” people are.

    2.      Food. Bonding, community, as far as I can see it, always involves food. The best conversations are those around the table. This has Biblical basis. Read about all the meals Jesus had. And there will be feasts in heaven. Bring the food back into the church!

    3.      Forget your age hang-ups. Ageism isn’t talked about, but is very real and alive. Get out of the box that says your community needs to be people your own age. Be diverse. It will help you a lot. Quit with all the Bible studies just with one age group: integrate.

    4.      People are worth it. Face it—people suck. And they will always end up hurting you one way or the other. But there is only two things that last forever in this world: the souls of men and the Word of God. So invest your life in what really matters. You will never find community (or church) until you are willing to invest much more than you will get back.

    5.      Family. Even the hardest and weirdest family should make up part of your community. For some reason, you were born into THAT family. Figure out why. Even if they don’t go to church.

    6.      Hodge-podge. Your community should be unique, and even if done right, should not be only the people from church. A mix-up of people coming and going, saved and not saved, walking in the light and hiding from the light. Hold your relationships close, but with open hands.

    7.      Get out there. Turn off your I-pad, I-pod, I-phone and everything else “I.” Just listen. Just play and have fun. Forget your agenda. Forget trying to make sure there is a spiritual checklist accomplished.

    8.      Passion. Community is naturally formed around the things that you get excited about—your passion and drive. When community is formed around a passion for Christ, it is called church, whatever that looks like. If you don’t have people around you that share your passion for Christ, you are missing out, whether or not you attend “church.”

  • Easter Rocked

    See? Easter Rocks:

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    For the past month I have been working, living, breathing Easter preparations. Brazilians have been teaching me about celebration. A Supercamp motto is “If it is worth doing, it is worth celebrating,” and living this can change your life. Brazilians live like this. Anything can become a celebration—even sitting around and eating meat has turned into the famous churrascos. Life in Brazil often goes from one celebration to the next: if you don’t have a holiday, you are getting ready for one.

    Considering Brazil is 85% Catholic, it is surprising how few know that Carnaval has to do with the beginning of Lent—40 days before Easter, and a time of doing without/sacrifice. I have enjoyed a website called www.aholyexperience.com, which gives ideas and beautiful pictures with inspiring words that call me to something more. With Lent, I started a countdown to Easter, marking and pausing to take time to reflect each day.

    My mom always said that Christmas (Jesus’ birth) is an awful good thing, but if it wasn’t followed by Easter (Death and Resurrection), it wouldn’t be worth squat. Because of that, she decided that Easter should get special dibs as well. Easter included Jewish Passover, Good Friday service, various egg dying art and hunts, and a very special Easter morning, complete with an Easter Tree. Yes, Easter Tree. It “bloomed” bags of grapes, candy, and hot cross buns for Easter breakfast.

    Each person in our family had a color of plastic egg to look for, as well as an Easter basket. Our bedroom doors were covered by newspaper we had to break through to get out—just like Someone broke through the tomb (ok. He rolled the stone away. But still.) By the time we got to church at 10 o’clock, we had enough marshmallow peeps inside our tummies to exude the proper excitement of Jesus’ rising again.

    I told my mom that was a pretty good plan: make Easter so fun and with so many special traditions that all her kids would miss her and try to come home for Easter. It worked. But I will be a month and a half late. So I made my own Easter tree with grapes and cinnamon rolls. And went out into the sugarcane fields to see the sunrise. And there was all the celebrating for the kids:

    Easter party prep, including getting 200 rocks, painting them, and organizing the school to give almost 100 chocolate eggs:  http://buildinglivingstones.blogspot.com.br/2012/04/getting-ready.html

    Passover celebrations with the girl’s Bible study and Cajueiro Claro Living Stones: http://buildinglivingstones.blogspot.com.br/2012/04/passover.html

    Easter party at the trash dump: http://buildinglivingstones.blogspot.com.br/2012/04/cleaning-up-trash-dump.html

    Easter party for Cajueiro Claro and Mussurepe Living Stones: http://buildinglivingstones.blogspot.com.br/2012/04/he-is-risen-indeed.html

    IMG_6034 (Some of the crazy ideas that become real if you say them loud enough: having a goat as a visual reminder of what used to be sacrificed for our sin before Jesus paid once for all)

    All of this celebrating and putting effort to make one day special and set apart has called to mind the word “Sacred.” In “Meet Mr. Smith,” Eric Ludy describes “Sacred” as a person: “She gleamed with joy. Her eyes twinkled and her cheeks were rosy with childlike anticipation. She possessed a pure, flowerlike loveliness and was beyond beautiful. She had a royal presence and an air of mystery…it was as if she lived in the presence of God and was now attempting to describe to me what it is all really like: Holiness is the essence of romance.”

    “To most people on planet earth, she is a frumpy goody-two-shoes with frizzy hair and a high-and-mighty attitude. But in reality, she is the romance and love of heaven come down to earth. She is radiant. She separates God’s people from their flesh in order that they might fully enjoy the blessings of God’s riches. If one allows, Sacred will choreograph and lead a life into the arms of exquisite beauty, extraordinary joy, and blissful closeness with Jesus Christ. Sacred asks for our entire life. She asks us to trust that in God’s perfect timing she will remove the sweet smelling product of her labors from out of the heavenly oven, hand us a fork, and say, “Enjoy!” “

    I worked to make Easter sacred this year, and it was amazing. Now to figure out how to make my whole life sacred. Happy Easter everyone!

     

     

  • Get Happy

    The Happiness Project by Gretchen Rubin

    “According to current research, in the determination of a person’s level of happiness, genetics accounts for about 50 percent, life circumstances, such as age, gender, ethnicity, marital status, income, health, occupation, and religious affiliation, account for about 10 to 20 percent; and the remainder is a product of how a person thinks and acts.”

    So hey–let’s get cracking on this 40% chance of absolute happiness:)

    Happy Commandments (I only picked the ones I liked)

    1.       Be me

    2.       Let it go

    3.       Act the way I want to feel

    4.       Do it now

    5.       Enjoy the process

    6.       Spend out

    7.       Identify the problem

    8.       Lighten up

    9.       Talk to strangers

    10.   Stay in touch

    11.   Go outside

    12.   Give thanks

    13.   Create something that wasn’t there before

    14.   Make footprints “I was here.”

    15.   Be silly. Be light

    16.   Be the kind of woman I want my daughters to be

    17.   Soak it in

    18.   This too shall pass

    19.   Expect a miracle

    20.   What do I really, really want?

    21.   What would I do if I weren’t scared?

    22.   Be specific about my needs

    23.   Only connect

    Secrets of Adulthood

    1.       People don’t notice your mistakes as much as you think

    2.       It’s ok to ask for help

    3.       Most decision don’t require extensive research

    4.       Do good, feel good

    5.       It’s important to be nice to everyone

    6.       Bring a sweater

    7.       By doing a little bit each day, you can get a lot accomplished

    8.       Soap and water remove most stains

    9.       Turning the computer on and off a few times often fixes a glitch

    10.   If you can’t find something, clean up

    11.   You can choose what you do you can’t choose what you like to do

    12.   Happiness doesn’t always make you feel happy

    13.   What you do every day matters more than what you do once in a while

    14.   You don’t have to be good at everything

    15.   If you’re not failing, you’re not trying hard enough

    16.   Over-the-counter medicines are very effective

    17.   Don’t let the perfect be the enemy of the good

    18.   What’s fun for other people might not be fun for you—and visa versa

    19.   You can’t profoundly change your children’s natures by nagging them or signing them up for classes

    20.   No deposit, no return

    “A study suggested that getting one extra hour of sleep each night would do more for a person’s daily happiness than getting a $60,000 raise.” (PROOF that I am on the right track)

    “One of the great joys of falling in love is the feeling that the most extraordinary person in the entire world has chosen you”

    “Happiness has four stages. To eke out the most happiness from an experience, we must ANTICIPATE it, SAVOR it as it unfolds, EXPRESS happiness, and RECALL a happy memory.”

    “I can do anything I want—but I can’t do everything I want”

    “When one loves, one does not calculate” –Saint Therese of Lisieux

    “What do you think about while you are sitting on the toilet? Because that’s what you *want* to think about.”

    “She always had the feeling that it was very, very dangerous to live even one day.” –Virginia Woolf

    “Even if I didn’t do a perfect job with my resolutions, I did do better, and the more I kept my resolutions, the happier I was.”

    Splendid Truths

    1.       To be happy, I need to think about feeling good, feeling bad, and feeling right, in an atmosphere of growth

    2.       One of the best ways to make yourself happy is to make other people happy. One of the best ways to make other people happy is to be happy yourself.

    3.       The days are long, but the years are short

    4.       You’re not happy unless you think you’re happy

    5.       Your body matters

    6.       Happiness is other people

    7.       Think about yourself so you can forget yourself

    8.       Happiness comes not from having more, not from having less, but from wanting what you have

    True Rules: (check out WHAT unwritten “rules” you make up and follow in your life, and then examine WHY)

    1.       My children are my most important priority

    2.       Get some exercise every day

    3.       My husband is my top priority, in matters big or small

    4.       YES comes right away; NO never comes

    5.       Get some work done every day

    6.       Whenever possible, choose vegetables

    7.       I know as much as most people

    8.       I’m in a hurry (need to change this one)

    9.       My parents are almost always right

    10.   If I’m not sure whether to include some text, cut it out

    11.   The things that go wrong often make the best memories

    12.   Always say hello

    13.   Choose the bigger life

     

     

  • Passover in 5 Questions

    My mother grew up in a Jewish neighborhood, and I so I got to reap some of the benefits of it, like celebrating Passover, saying Kutzba, and memorizing every song to “Fiddler on the Roof.” There are many complex parts to the traditional Passover, and all of them are beautiful. As I grow older, I feel challenged to make them mine. I do not mean this to be sacrilegious—just personal, and me-ish. I focus on the four questions asked by the littlest person at the table. Yes, I leave out A LOT. It actually doesn’t include anything that is complex or takes longer than about 15 minutes to prepare and serve. And no lamb. This is just a simple pause with simple questions and symbols and remembering. What you need (prep time) is in bold print.

    Passover in 5 Questions—What’s different about this night?

    1.       Why this bread? (Matza—whole wheat unleavened bread) Yeast represents sin—this is a time to get rid of sin—clean house, as it were. But the only true way to do that is through One without sin—Jesus. He was broken (Have three pieces, break the middle one, and hide half of it somewhere) for us (later, whoever finds the broken piece of matza gets a prize—yeah resurrection!).

    2.       Why Horseradish? (Refrain from calling it Arby’s horseysause) To remember the bitter slavery of Israel in Egypt, and how we were slaves to sin before Christ. STRONG stuff that burns your brain.

    3.       Why the double-dipping? We dip Parsley into Salt water twice to remember the salty tears of life—it isn’t easy here—we were made for Heaven. On the first Passover, they dipped the hyssop in the blood of the sacrifice lamb and put it on the doors so that the first born (have them raise their hands) wouldn’t be killed by the angel of death (who needs horror movies with stories like this?). The punishment for sin—like every single time you sin—is someone/thing dying and giving their blood (why blood? I am not sure—but that is how God made things to be). Sin is serious stuff.

    We then dip the parsley into the Apple/raisin mixture which is sweet. It is to remember the mortar the slaves made in Egypt (think Pyramids). But there is a sweet hope. Jesus gave His blood—since he was perfect, it counts for everyone for always—if we accept it. This makes for a lot of very happy lambs and very happy people. And a very sweet home in heaven.

    4.       Why are we relaxed on the floor? Because we are free—who needs tables? TOAST to that! (ummm…sparking Grape juice?!) Yeah preview to our party in heaven!

    5.       Why Easter eggs? (I added this question because I think it is interesting) Boiled eggs are a part of Passover, and traditional Jewish funerals. They are a symbol of mourning and renewal: today we mourn because Jesus had to die (It is called “good” Friday for us—it didn’t feel very good for Jesus!) and have renewal because He rose from the dead (Easter!!!). What exactly that has to do with eggs, I am not sure, but the connection is there. Eggs (when there was a boy chicken and a girl chicken involved) hold new life in them—so that is another connection. You can also relate it to the three parts of God: shell (Jesus), White part (Holy Spirit), and yellow part (God the Father). And—fun fact—eggs are ridiculously strong: get all the kids to try to break one (but they HAVE to follow the rules or dirty messes will happen) by using (ONLY) their index finger and thumb, holding the egg upright—it is practically impossible to break.  

    Special thanks to my mom for all her work and careful study of Passover, and to this link: http://www.aholyexperience.com/2012/03/the-best-easter-dinner-with-a-free-printable-start-a-christian-tradition-messianic-seder/ that will tell you everything else you need to know about Passover (or google it, silly).

    Huzzah to Traditions–new and old ones! (clink, clink)